February 2011
Anonymous asked: Did you ever decide whether or not you're going to sign up for track?
I need an excuse to procrastinate my homework, ask... →
January 2011
Anonymous asked: You have insomnia?
I know it's technically "my fault",
but I’m so tired of not owning clothes that fit. Almost everything I own just looks terrible because it’s too big. Whenever I mention this to Mom, all she says is that if I want my clothes to fit, I need to stop losing weight. Well, in case you haven’t noticed, I’m trying. In the meantime I own literally no jeans that fit and only maybe a fourth of the tops I own look...
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My day.
12 AM- Showered.
12:30 AM- Passed out asleep.
2:45 AM- Woke up, got up and put on clothes and moved all the stuff out of the bathroom floor. Turned off all the lights. Went back to bed.
6:30 AM- Woke up, looked at time, back to sleep.
7:43 AM- Woke up, answered a phone call, back to sleep.
8:15 AM- Woke up, answered the door, ate cereal from the bag.
8:30 AM- … Back to sleep
9...
Since no matter what I do tonight I’ll be pissing someone off, I’ve decided to just say ‘fuck it’ and do the thing I feel like doing. I’m tired of trying so hard to please everyone when nothing is ever really good enough for them. Now all I can say is be as mad at me as you’d please, because honestly, if it wasn’t this weekend it would have been next...
I don’t mean to, but sometimes I feel like nothing will ever be okay again. History repeats itself. Over and over and over until I feel like I might be sick. I’m stuck, and I feel like the only way out is to cut myself open. Make a line straight down the middle, open up my chest and pull out everything bad. But razor blades can only cut so deep and I’m afraid the stitches...
“We don’t starve because our outsides are ugly. We don’t starve ourselves because...”
– self-starvation (via hatolowei)
Lol, definitely wasn't anticipating ACTUALLY going...
Thought I’d take a break from running around like a madman trying to get ready and get my things together to let you guys know how unprepared I am.
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This is a fucking joke. →
Straight pride parade? Really. That’s clever. Totally didn’t steal that idea from some other moronic asshole, did you?
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You Are What You Eat. →
New health food/recipe blog.
Just an idea.
I’ve spent the last half hour or so searching tumblr directory to find a food blog with healthy recipes, but to my disappoint I found just about everything but. God knows I found about fifty million blogs showing me how to make heart attacks battered, deep fried, and sugar-coated; not a single one was centered around good, yet healthy and nutritious foods. In the spirit of my thinking there...
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Heck yes!
It only took me seven hours, but I finally manage to get rid of that virus!
…That shouldn’t have been nearly as exhausting, time-consuming, or complicated as it was.
FML
Some fake “antivirus” software installed itself on my computer and I cannot for the life of me get it off. I googled how to remove it (on my iPod because the software won’t let me run Internet), but every time I go to task manager it just automatically closes it down so that I can’t do anything. I’ve been trying to fix it for the past two hours....
Food Makers Devise Own Label Plan →
If you ask me, the uproar about this newest scheme to “promote better health in Americans” is completely ridiculous. Don’t get me wrong- yes, it is more convenient to be able to simply glance as a product on the shelf at a supermarket and see its nutritional value, and I’m sure it will aid many of those who are trying to pursue a healthier diet and lifestyle. However,...
Day Seven.
How do you see your personality/character in 10 years?
Honestly, there is no way to predict the coming changes in my personality. I assume I’ll be a little more serious, hopefully more of a people person seeing as my job requires it, and maybe by then I’ll have gained a better sense of self-worth. I’ll probably have toned down on the silliness and given up on all my crazy...
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ｉｎ ５０ ｄａｙｓ: 'In 50 Days' Healthy Challenge For... →
in50days:
We are here to invite you to a new and charitable challenge. It is a fundraising challenge and the money we earn from it will be donated to a charity called World Vision. Also, if you and your team win this challenge, you will be receiving part of the profit earned. The prize will depend on…
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Day Six.
How do you see yourself physically in 10 years?
In ten years, I will be twenty-six. I suppose I’ll have been out of college a couple of years and therefore already in practice as a registered dietitian. I’m assuming I’ll be somewhat slim (considering my job and obsession), and hopefully maybe I’ll be in shape, as I plan to continue regular exercise into adulthood. Perhaps...
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Insomnia sucks.
I guess I’ll just chill here on Tumblr until the meds kick in.
Trying to make the most spontaneous last-minute decision ever, and what kind of person would I be if I didn’t rely upon the followers of my blog to make it for me?
So, I’m considering signing up for track- yes or no?
A large majority of this weekend was wasted on homework. I literally spent a good two hours completing all of my To Kill a Mockingbird reading/work sheets, an hour and a half on Chemistry, and at least four hours writing a story for Creative Writing. Sometime yesterday afternoon, Dad became deathly sick. He has the worst cough I’ve ever heard (hardcore cigarette smoker for 30 years +...
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Day Five.
Would you consider yourself a nice person?
Yes, I’d like to be able to say I’m a pretty nice person. I do the very best I can to help people out in any way I can and I respect a person’s beliefs and values. I’m very open-minded and look at things from other people’s point of view before attacking actions; often I’m the friend that points out that such-and-so...
I hate how much potential there is.
I can never live up to it.
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Day Four.
How do your friends describe your personality?
I think it honestly depends which friend you ask and which me they are speaking of. They used to describe me as bubbly and caring, someone who’d do anything to make people laugh. Even when I was sad, I’d look on the brighter side of things and move on. I’ve been called loyal, a free-spirit, and very fun to be around. But nowadays...
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Day Three.
Describe your personality in 3 words.
Curious, independent, easy-going.
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Day Two.
What do you dislike most about your physical appearance?
Probably either my hands or my thighs. Take your pick. I’ve been teased for my hands for years, people saying they look old and creepy, which is very true. My thighs are just fat, which I’ve also been teased for since pretty much the beginning of time, but you guys know how that goes.
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Day One.
What do you like most about your physical appearance?
When it comes to my physical appearance, the only thing I really like all that much is my hair color. It technically isn’t even my true hair color (I dyed it recently), but I’m going to say it counts anyways because there isn’t really anything else I like.
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It’s not that I want to kill myself. It’s more of that I just want to go somewhere else for a little while. I want to get away from the screaming, from the fighting, from the inadequacy. I want to get away from the scale and the calories and every little gram of fat and protein and carb that haunts my every waking moment so that I can’t hardly breathe. I want to stop having...
Heck Yeah Tumblr Challenges!: Self-Evaluation... →
-iswearwewereinfinite:
ilovethewayu-:
heckyeahtumblrchallenges:
1. What do you like most about your physical appearance?
2. What do you dislike most about your physical appearance?
3. Describe your personality in 3 words.
4. How do your friends describe your personality?
5. Would you consider yourself a nice person?
6. How do you see yourself…
I think I’m going to attempt to...
This isn't okay.
Sometimes I honestly just don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore. I feel like I’m so close to happiness, so close to putting everything bad behind me and figuring out what I’m here for, but every time I take a step forward and reach for it I end up falling flat on my face. I just… don’t know what to do. I admit it. I don’t have any idea what I’m...
This weekend.
I’m going to try to take a break from the internet over the next day or two. I know, sounds crazy, right? I just need to step away from everything that’s causing stress and anxiety in my life right now. I need to finish up this week’s meal plans and print off this new yoga routine I’m going to try, but after that I’m going to be gone for a bit. I’ll have a few...
This weekend.
I’m going to try to take a break from the internet over the next day or two. I know, sounds crazy, right? I just need to step away from everything that’s causing stress and anxiety in my life right now. I need to finish up this week’s meal plans and print off this new yoga routine I’m going to try, but after that I’m going to be gone for a bit. I’ll have a few...
Anonymous asked: if i may ask whatre your stats?
Anonymous asked: if i may ask whatre your stats?
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This sucks.
I’ve spent the past hour or so trying to come up with meal plans for this week so that I can meet my goals, but for the life of me I can barely get intake over 1000, let alone to 1500. I’m so frustrated I could cry.
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Today
Slept in until noon only to be told I had fifteen minutes to eat lunch and get ready for my nutritionist appointment. The appointment stressed me out. Lost another three pounds and now I’m being threatened. My goal intake is jumping up from 1000 calories to 1500 and I’m not sure whether I’ll be able to get it, which makes me nervous considering she’s being deathly serious...
Wow. Seriously?
Fine. Fuck you, too, bitch.